To Forget u...its impossible......~

                                                               

Alone.......feeling very lonely...BadLY!!why this happen to me..........because you dear........i ERASE you..i REMOVE you badly in my life.......but i know i can't... just felt this feeling when i read someone blog......no need to know who the person......coz it will be my secret......

I know between u and me....its nothing anymore......but...to forget u....its impossible for me........bcoz...he is my first love......everything i have shared with him........everything~~~~feeling  sick...feeling hurt.....feeling love with u dear....i feel it before...but right now..i really know that i must forget u.....although..the truth is... i keep thinking of you...damn.....!!.how hard to forget you.....

Stop syie....that just one of your story of your life!no need to regret coz you must face it!!face it to get the better one....~~~

I know maybe some of you might think why i write this story...even this is my privacy.....but i want you all to know....this story is one of pieces of my life.....maybe i will forget the second i be with him...so...i write this to makesure i never forget this forever.....

                                                                    

Clash with him is somthing that burden for me.....really burden...always no appetite....always looking for his face in my hp....tp remember back what i've done with him.....read all the msg that i still kept...just to make myself happy.....happy??i dun think so....

I promise...no one can change his place inside my heart.....i want him to know that...~~.i know he already forget me.....but i promise to myself...you are the one sayang.....never..ever...anyone can make me to forget you.......

                                                                  

                                                             

I hope..he will meet someone that can make him happy...although i not be beside him anymore....i really miss you.....miss to play your hair...miss to see you eat....miss to touch and to hold your hand....miss everything with you sayang....~~~"i accept this Ya Allah.....if this is the way of my life...i just can say..."saye redha dengan semua ini"

Mybe....he so fed up with me....i know...i is the gurl that like to mad him...but not really mad la.....he cant stand for that.....but i mad him bcoz i want him to be better person.....to be a nice man......to get a good job....but....he just like.."masuk telinge kiri..klua telinge kanan....."...so...how??

Lastly....i just can say that.....i still love you...but to accept you back in mylife....i dunno..lets Allah do his job...i just can pray for something better....hope Allah meet me with someone that can accept the good and bad things from me....nobodys perfect right???but..i try to make myself perfect just to someone that i love.....that i believes......who is it?????

Just Allah know it......~~~~

"love is like a glass....hold it....wash it.....colour it....see it....touch it.....till it looking nice...n beautiful........just the way you want it   and dont ever to break it"